by Jeannette / You little sister Jeannette

You were there for me for 18 years. When my dad told me I had to make a decision of letting you go I was very very unhappy. When the day came I didn’t know what to do I didn’t want my big brother to go. All the memories we shared and how handsome of a boy you were. I knew it was your time and I knew I had to do what was right. You were suffering and I could see it in your eyes. Although you were acting like a puppy when we went to the vet I knew deep down inside you were telling me, “Hey I’m suffering”. Sometimes I feel like I made the wrong decision. But at the same time you didn’t deserve to suffer. I love you so much Spottie and I think of you everyday. You’re going to be forever in my heart and soul. We grew up together and we share many many memories. And those memories will still live on.

 

Love always,
Jeannette