by Jennifer

Hardest Decision

My cat was sixteen when I decided that the best option for her

was to be put to sleep. It took a lot out of me in making that decision.

I pray that I made the right one but I’m sure either way she’s happier.

I’m sure my heart will never completely mend but as I try to say my

final good-byes I think of all of the great times we had.

Misty you stood by me through thick and thin.

You never judged me and I still believe to this day you are the

only one who has ever loved me as much as I love you.

I had my heart broken so many times and you always stood there.

I’m sure you had no idea what kind of impact you have had on

me but you did.

You loved me unconditionally.

The decision to have you put to sleep was definitely the hardest

decision that I have ever had to make and I know that I’ll spend the rest

of my life questioning it. I hope that you forgive me for doing it.

I never thought the day would come when we’d have to say good-bye.

I remember I used to ask you to send me a sign if you were ready to go.

I’m sure you did.

I hope that all of your pain is gone now.

You are my little angel and you always will be. I hope someday I have

as much of an impact on someone else as you have had on me.

I couldn’t have dreamed of a better best friend Sweetie.

Thank you.

And I am truly sorry for having to make that decision.

I hope you think of me you are always in my heart Baby Girl.

I’m going to end this now. But you are forever in my thoughts and

I am forever by your side Honey.

I am loving you always.

Your Mommy

Jenny Lynn

Misty-My Angel (May 2001)

To: My Princess Misty

MISS ME – BUT LET ME GO

When I come to the end of the road

And the sun has set for me

I want no rights in a gloom filled room

Why cry for a soul set free?

Miss me a little-But not too long

And not with your heads’ bowed low

Remember the love that we once shared

Miss me – But let me go

For this is a journey we all must take

And each must go alone

It’s all a part of the Master’s plan

A step on the road to Home

When you are lonely and sick at heart

Go to the friends we know

And bury your sorrow’s in doing good deeds

Miss Me- But Let Me Go

(Author Unknown)

 

Jennifer