It’s hard for me to write down just how I feel for no words can describe the pain I have inside because you are not with me anymore. I miss you so much and wish that you were still here with me. Christmas was so sad without you. I just had no heart for Christmas. Sam my new dog helps me I think I would be a lot worse if I didn’t have Sam but I still wish I could have you.
I cry and cry for you. I just didn’t want to let you go that day at the vets but I knew I could not let you carry on you had just had enough that day it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do.
Bob misses you on the park and whenever we say your name he looks as if to say is my mate coming back at last. He tolerates Sam but I can see he prefers you. He looked at you as his big brother now all of a sudden you’re gone.
Oh Jack I can’t look at you pictures without breaking down I just wish I still had you I will say bye for now and speak to you again soon.
I love and miss you so much and you will be forever in my heart and I will never forget you baby Jack.
LOVE YOU LOADS,
| Jo |