This is a story about my Jack Russell I lost on December 28, 2008. She was my baby girl; I have no kids but she was my child. I do have a Rat Terrier Colby and he misses her as much as I do. I got her in May 6, 1993. She was the last puppy out and the runt. I even named her before I seen her Makeisha Renee and it fit her perfect.
I fell in love just like that. I miss her terribly. I lost her December 28, 2008. I had let her out to go to the potty and she never came back. She wandered off once before and I found her down the road but she was almost blind and could not hear that well and she had other problems as well. I can’t say enough how much I love her and want to be with her. It kills me to know she’s all alone and I’m not there to protect her as I always have done. If the good Lord allows us to be together, when my days are over here on earth I’d be the happiest man alive. I keep a diary that I write to her every day just to keep her with me. I also have a picture of her in my car and my bedroom. I have to to see her every day and night it makes me feel better.
I live the day I found her in a small creek where she wandered off to and didn’t make it out. It kills me to have that thought in my mind. Every day I try not to but I’m some what responsible. If I would have looked harder she might be here yet today. But she did give me a kiss that day; she’s never done that. I feel it was her way of saying good bye, but I’m dying inside because it hurts so much that she left me that way. All I can do is keep the good memories alive and I will do that for her. I love her and she was and is my life always.
The day I had to bury her was the worst day of my life, but I know she is in a better place and is healthy once again and is with god til we meet again. I believe we will be together again when the time is right and can not be soon enough for me. Even now I have tears,
but I wanted to share my story.
Rest my baby girl
|Joseph E. Crisamore|