My dearest Koa, It has been ten months since I last held you close and I miss you so much. A day hasn’t gone by that I haven’t thought about you in one way or the other. Some days I think of you running and playing on the beach in Half Moon Bay and other days I think about our last day together and how quickly you left this Earth. I guess that is why I am having such a hard time moving past this sadness.
I just can’t understand why a little dog had to die the way you did, so young and so tragically. I hope I never have to go through something like this ever again. I just couldn’t bear it. I cry each night thinking of how we could be out walking and looking at the stars together. The stars will always remind me of you as long as I live. I will tell our little boys about you. They already know your name and when they see your photo they say “KOA” I am so sad that they will never truly know you.
I think you would have been the best of friends. I hope someday we will all be together again. I promised you to keep your soul with me, in my heart, until I too leave this earth and take it with me to Heaven. I love you with all of my being.
My love today, tomorrow and forever,
| Khani Adams-Young |