My dearest Koa,
One year ago today we moved out of our beautiful Half Moon Bay home in order to start a new life in Hawaii with our families. My last memory of us in our house is that I dropped a potted plant on the floor just as we were leaving for the last time. Thinking back now, was this a foreshadowing of things to come? We spent our last night with Auntie Trudy and I am sure you had a blast! I have you on video the morning after having your breakfast with all of your friends. I feel so selfish to have taken you from this life you loved but wanted you to be with us. I left with the boys that day and you followed with Kirk six days later.
How was I to know your fate. You were with us in Hawaii for 24 short days and I still wonder what could have been if we hadn’t moved. I hope you were happy with us and I hope you weren’t sad. I don’t know how doggies think but I wanted nothing more than your happiness. Now it has been almost one year that you have been gone and I have cried everyday, Some days are worse than others but I still miss you so much.
My heart has been broken and I don’t think that part of my heart will ever be the same my little boy. I hope someday we will be together again and that it will be forever.
I love you today, tomorrow and forever,
| Khani Adams-Young |