Well my sweet baby Comie, I sit here a little over 24 hours after your passing and I cannot stop thinking about you, all the good times we had together, how happy you made me and my life..how much I adore you and everything you were about.
I already miss you so much. I have been looking for you everywhere you would lay. It doesn’t seem fair that you are not here, but I know that you needed to go, to end your pain. You were an amazing dog, who fascinated me in every way imaginable, even at the end of your life, you gave your everything to be around me as much as possible, your tenacity for life was astonishing.
You taught me so much about life, love and what it means to be loved unconditionally. I thank you for that my dear friend, my angel. The 11 years I spent with you were the best years of my life. You loved my 3 kids unconditionally. They were a part of you like I was. One of the best days in my life was when I got you as a friend, and one of the worst was losing you physically.
I know you will always be with me, you have a BIG part of my heart. I will always remember the love you gave me. I only hope my love for you matched yours. I only hope I made your last days on this earth the best as possible, for you deserved it my sweet comie.
I only hope that one day we are best friends again and you are my shadow, because there is nothing more that I want. I only hope that you are in a better place. Where you are pain free and waiting for me.
I love you with all my heart
my sweet sweet baby Comie…
With love & kisses,
Mommy
“Missing You Forever”
Dear Comet,
It’s been a whole month since you passed away. It really doesn’t seem that long, so much has happened since you had to go. My life has been so different and so lonely at times.
I still see you everywhere in the house. Whiskey isn’t the same either, like a piece of her went with you as well.
Ashley and Amanda miss you alot. They talk about you everyday and probably will forever. Colby looks at your picture hanging on the wall and wonders where you are. I know for me my life is not the same either. I miss my best friend deeply. I cannot even explain to you what I feel with your passing. I love you so much Comie and would give anything to have you back here with us.
It’s been raining here alot since you died. I still worry about if you’re warm enough and happy with the spot we gave you. I look out the window everyday to see where you are resting. It gives me comfort to know you are so close to the house.
I’m going to make a beautiful garden of flowers and roses
next spring on your grave, that is the least I can do for such a beautiful creature who gave so much to me in my life.
Know I am always thinking of you, and look forward to the day when we will see each other again.
I love you forever,
Mommy
Kim Stolk |