Snoopy,
My angel baby boy, I cannot tell you how much I miss you. It’s been a little over 24 hours since I watched you die. You were a part of my soul, a part of my life for 13 wonderful years. I raised you from the smallest chihuahua to the best, most warmest, caring and sweet little guy I have ever seen. You mean the world to me and myheart is shattered into so many pieces that I don’t think it will ever mend.
Snoopy you were my child and I could not feel more pain if you were a human child. It would be the same for me because to me, you was my little baby boy. You were there for me everyday for the past 13 years. Never did you show meaness, disloyalty or hate, everyday you made me feel special and every day you made my life special. When I go out, it was your little face calling me to pick you up the moment I walked in the door. If I didnt pick you up to kiss and cuddle when I came home you would litterally sit there screaming until I did. You were my one true love, you really are my life.
I spent 13 years with you always sitting beside me, always following me, always there for me. My heart is completley broken. I have never known such pain, I have never known such loss.
I loved your fat little buddah belly, I loved your little rounded dome-scon, I loved how you would look at the food you wanted then me, then back to the food then me, to give me the not so subtle idea that you wanted what I had. I loved how you wanted my cup of tea which you adored each morning. I loved how when I was in bed, you would come up for what we call cuggles (cuddles) and lay your head between my head and shoulders and just lay there.
I loved how you would lay on your back waiting for a tummy rub and when you didnt get it you would jerk all your legs continuously until you got it.
There are so many things I lived for and now so many things I cant stand living with out. I miss you mt little angel, I miss you with all my heart and soul and I dont know where to go from here.
Love for eternity,
You will always be my one and only true love.
| Lynne Thew |