My cat Spirit died last May, the day before I got married. It was very traumatic and has haunted me as being the best and worst time of my life. This reflection is because for the first time since he died, I dreamed of him. It was wonderful!! He was whole again, I got to pet and hold him. We both seemed to know it was only a visit though…kind of a weird dream, but comforting as well. After he died, I saw him on our property, but always ghost like. I’d feel him, or see a wisp of black and white, maybe him sitting, laying where he used to. His death was avoidable.
He was a hunter and suddenly became the hunted. He made it home, but passed away several hours later. I will mourn his death till I die. The dream gave me peace, I believe he has forgiven me for letting him down. I could not touch him after he died and I let him die alone. For this I have suffered. Thank you Spirit for visiting me and easing my pain. I wish you were still with me, but am thankful that you are running free.
I love you.