My Dear Sweet Gizmo
We hit a year on 8/5/05 when you left me. God how I miss you even as this time has passed. I have cried many new tears. I have relived that last week and a half when you got sick. It feels like just yesterday that all this happened but it seems a life time ago that you were last in my arms.
You mean the world to me. You were to young to be taken from me. You were my sunshine and now it is cloudy. I sent you a blue and white balloon. Blue for your big beautiful blue eyes and white for your pretty long and fluffy white fur.
God how I miss everything about you. Your purrs would put me to sleep. Your cute face looking at me in the morning would wake me up. You followed me around like my shadow. How so painful this has been.
I hope your doing good and hanging out with Greyson. Please don’t be sad when mommy is so sad. I don’t mean to cry it is just still so painful and your absence is felt so much.
I look into the stars at night and find that special bright star that I now call Gizmo. I talk to you and cry to you. Please always wait for me. Know you are forever loved and missed no matter how long we are separated.
God how I miss you and love you. Don’t be scared my baby. Mommy is always here and someday we will be together again.
Can’t wait to hold you again.
Love You Forever,
| Michelle |