My dear boys it is almost Christmas. It has been 4 months and 5 months since you have left me. I cry everyday and as the holiday is fast approaching I am having such a hard time.
I want to wish you both a very Merry Christmas. I am not into the holidays this year. I feel so sad I just can’t feel the magic of the holidays.
I just want you home for the holidays. God how I wish this was possible. I wish the holidays were done so this intense pain would ease some.
I love you both so very much. The day will not be the same without you both. You are always on my mind and I will light two candles so you see the light of your home here on earth.
MERRY CHRISTMAS my babies. Mommy loves you with all her heart and soul and misses you so much. The family talks about you all the times and wishes we can have things back to how it was. Have fun with the x’mas tree and know your always on my mind and heart.
MERRY CHRISTMAS,
LOVE YOU FOREVER,
| Michelle |