Hi Whitey
I’m sitting here at my desk looking at your picture
you’re such a beautiful doggy. There’s so much I want to say but where
do I start. I feel so lonely without you. You were so very special to me.
You were my best friend. You were always by my side no matter how you felt
even when you were sick you were still at my side.
I feel that it was my fault that you died. I knew something was wrong with
you when I first saw the sore I should have taken you to the vet sooner
but I was afraid I knew what she would have told me.
It didn’t want to lose you so I procrastinated telling myself you would get
better but you didn’t. The morning when I took you the
vet I knew you would not be coming home with me.
Sorry that I yelled at you in the car.
When I saw the vet give you the injection I knew that your suffering
would come to an end. When your eyes closed and I knew they would never
open again a part of me died. You were a part of me for 16 wonderful years
my love for you was so intense that I would have died for you.
You were the world to me let and and no I feel so lonely and guilty.
I should have taken better care of you. I will never forgive myself.
You would have done anything for me and what I did for you I killed you.
It was my responsibility to care for you and to nurture you I failed.
Please forgive me.
Mike
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