It’s been just over 2 weeks now since my beloved Taylor died. I have cried daily for you, my big girl. Peace and acceptance that it was best for you has finally come but the emptiness stays. Everyone at the hospital has told me that it was best; we did everything that we could for you. My heart knows that it was right and that it was what you wanted. You knew you couldn’t go through anymore and I could not make you suffer. I had always told you to let me know when it was time and you did. I hope you know (and I believe you do) how much I love you and that my life will never be the same without momma’s girl here.
Your sisters and brother are doing ok. They have kept the same pack line-up; Tasha is now the head of group. I believe that somehow you told them that you were not coming back. You always had a way to know things before anyone else did.
Although, I still cry while thinking about you, I can also smile at all the warm and wonderful memories of the times we shared. You were the best, my true one and only. I will miss you, Taylor.
Make sure it say hi to Sam and let him know that Nana missing him dearly but her pack is keeping her spirits up.
Goodbye, my sweetheart and
don’t forget to chase
the squirrels.
Love always,
| Pam |