June 4, 1994 —– January 14, 2005
There has never been such a silence as this. The tears of sadness are streaming down my face. How can I ever forget you Pucci. You were just a baby when I brought you home. You were always there for me. You gave yourself so unselfishly. You were there in good times and bad times. You never complained.
You left me this past Friday and since then my whole world crumbled. I feel so guilty for leaving you at the emergency clinic but you must believe me when I say this, I didn’t think you were going to die. It all happened so suddenly as if it were a bad dream. As I left you that horrible Friday night, you gathered all the strength you had left, stood up and looked at me as if to say goodbye or don’t leave me mommy. That memory will haunt me for the rest of my life.
Pucci, I want you to know mommy is here. She loves you and misses you so very much. My heart aches for you. I’ve never known grief such as this but since you left me, all I could do is cry and cry. There will be a hole in my heart that could never be filled. Please forgive mommy for not being there with you in your time of need just as you were
always there for me.
I know the pain will diminish someday but I will never forget you. I know you are happy because you are in the spirit world with Heavenly Father. No more pain. No more hunger or thirst. You can run free now without struggling to breathe. Know that mommy loves you and we will meet again never to be departed ever again!
Love you with all of my heart, soul, and all of my being.
I will never forget you Pucci!!
With All My Love,
| Parveen |