I can’t believe it has been one year.
I am moving through these days remembering the events.
Gathering flower bouquets
for where I found you.
I think about you everyday in the passing of the seasons. The flower bed I planted for you has come and gone. Our California tree is loosing its leaves early. I remember this time last year when I tried to get you to pose by the tree for the colors of the foliage and you wouldn’t stay put.
The days after you had passed were so painful, I didn’t think life was worth living. Yet the person who took your life still lives. My Heart is still broken, but mending. Your Spirit will always live on in my Soul.
You were my best friend. I still haven’t washed the walls where you rubbed against the corners. Your fur is still on one of your favorite napping places. I moved your perch into my room.
The memories I have of you are the flashbacks of the great times that we were gifted to have together. I know it will be a awful long time til we are reunited. There was this hike I took during the summer with the smell of the pines and the beautiful scenery, I felt it was THE gateway and at any moment you would come running up the path to meet me!
Take care my little friend……
Everlasting Love to my Little Friend,
| Rudy's Mom |