It has been a little over a year since that dreadful night that we lost you. March 8, 2005 was a horrible night when I held your limp body in my arms, I knew that you were really gone. We’d known for awhile that we were going to lose you, but I always held hope in the back of my mind that the vets didn’t know what they were talking about and that you were going to be fine and live to be a ripe old age…You, single handedly, were the most wonderful pet I ever had, and I’ve had plenty in my life.
You weren’t even my pet; you were my daughter, my best friend, and my confidante. I miss you so horribly some days, and I walk around in a haze sometimes telling myself that if I don’t think about you, then it won’t hurt so much, but that is hard too because I don’t want to forget you or act like you were never a part of my life.
You touched everyone you came in contact with and we talk of you so very often with friends and family. I’ve told Bailey, your step-granddaughter, that she’s a pretty girl, but that she’ll never be Macey. There never will be another Macey, and that saddens me to no end as you were the most perfect doberman anyone could ever imagine!! You were always so loving, so gentle with Bethani when she was a baby, and always there for me too. Bethani still cries for you and misses you horribly as well. You were her best friend as well.
I will NEVER forget you or the wonderful special relationship you and I had…you are now and will always be my Macey Mae….I miss you so horribly bad!!! I can’t wait to see you again at the Rainbow Bridge…
Always in my heart!!!
Stacey |