by STEPHANIE / I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY BIG GIRL!

STEPHANIE

MY BIG GIRL DAISY GOT SICK LAST WEEK. SHE LOST A BUNCH OF WEIGHT. I DID EVERYTHING I COULD TO HELP HER BUT SHE WOULDNT GAIN. WELL I GOT HER SOME MEDICINE THINKING THAT WOULD HELP HER. IT DIDN’T. I DID EVERYTHING I KNEW TO DO. SHE WAS MY BIG GIRL DAISY WHOM I LOVED JUST LIKE MY CHILDREN.

SHE WAS SITTING BY MY CHAIR LAST NIGHT JUST LOOKING AT ME, WITH HER BIG BROWN EYES. I TURNED AROUND AND SAID “WHAT’S WRONG WITH MY BIG GIRL MOMMY’S GIRL”. SHE JUST WAGGED HER TAIL AND THOSE BIG BROWN EYE LOOKING AT ME SO SWEET. I TOLD HER YOU KNOW MOMMY LOVES YOU. SHE JUST WAGGED HER TAIL. ABOUT FIVE MINUTES LATER SHE GOT UP WENT TO THE KITCHEN AND COLLASPED. I TURNED AROUND TO SAY, “DAISY, YOU OK, MY GIRL” SHE WAS GONE. I’LL NEVER FORGET THE JOY SHE HAS BROUGHT TO ME.

WHEN I SAW THAT SHE WAS GONE I WAS SO HURT, AND SO MAD, AND SO UPSET TILL I COULDN’T BREATHE, ALL WRAPPED IN ONE. I’M GOING TO MISS MY BIG GIRL. I DON’T KNOW WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN BUT IT DID. ALL THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. AT THIS POINT RIGHT NOW,I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHAT THAT REASON IS….

 

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO?
STEPHANIE