It’s been two months since you were taken from us so unexpectedly. It doesn’t seem possible. I still look for you every morning and when I come home from work. I look for your big brown doe eyes to look at me with such love. You came to us at a time in our lives when it seemed to be the hardest. I will admit when your daddy Sean brought you home I wasn’t really happy about it. But you became a huge part of our lives and so you became mom’s BabyGirl and that became your name. Sean was so proud of you, and took you everywhere with him. Then when he had to go away for a little while you became closer to me and your brother Jack. Boy he misses you too, he even tries throwing his bone up in the air like you did. Whenever you heard a 4 wheeler or a snowmobile you would run for the dog your tail wagging like crazy hoping it was daddy coming to take you out to play. Then when you realized it wasn’t him you would rest your head on my leg and look up at me.
Your favorite time of year is coming up, winter. The time you loved and the time I hated but it was made so much better by watching you chase the snowflakes and wanting me to throw snowballs for you. I know the first snow is going to be hard for me this year without you waiting by the door to go out and play. I brought home your ashes a while ago and that was really hard for me but what made it harder was giving them to your dad Sean for him to keep with him. But you were his baby and he deserves to have you with him even in spirit.
I know you are up at the bridge now looking down at him and watching over him. I bet you even have a squeakie ball in your mouth so you can play again. We miss you so very much my precious little BabyGirl and I will until we meet again at the bridge when I get to see your beautiful little doe eyes look at me again as if to say “Ive always been with you mom” I love you girl! You filled such a hole in our lives and taught me and Sean how to love and trust again. I will keep fighting for all the pitbulls here on Earth as you taught me the love of a Pitbull is better than anything else around. We love you Baby and miss you very much.
With all our love,
Tammy Hatch and Sean Norrish |