MY DEAR LITTLE SCRAPPY,
THE BOX CAME TODAY WITH YOUR REMAINS. IT’S BEEN SIX DAYS SINCE YOU GOT OUT, THEN LOST. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT WE LOOKED FOR YOU ALL NIGHT, WE WERE JUST IN THE WRONG AREA. I THINK THAT YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT EVEN THOUGH I WAS TOO LATE, I DID FIND YOU. I AM SO SORRY THAT I WASN’T THERE. I AM SO SORRY THAT I DID NOT REALIZE YOU HAD RUN OUT WHEN THE KIDS CAME IN. I AM STILL TRYING TO WORK OUT HOW A LITTLE DOG WHOSE ALMOST TOTALLY BLIND, AND DEAF COULD HAVE MADE IT THAT FAR. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN EXTRA ORDINARY, SO I DON’T KNOW WHY I AM SURPRISED. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I MISS THE WAY YOU LOOKED AT ME WITH YOUR EYES SO FULL OF LOVE AND TRUST. THE DAYS ARE SO LONG WITHOUT MY FAITHFUL FRIEND. THE NIGHTS ARE THE WORST. YOU HAVE SLEPT BESIDE FOR FOURTEEN YEARS. ALTHOUGH, I STILL HAVE DADDY AND YOUR CAT AND DOG SISTERS IT SEEMS SO EMPTY WITHOUT YOU.
I KNOW YOU ARE IN HEAVEN WITH GOD AND MICKEY KITTY. I KNOW YOU LTTLE EYES ARE CLEAR AND BRIGHT AGAIN. I KNOW THAT YOU CAN HEAR AND YOU CAN RUN AND PLAY ON YOUR LITTLE LEGS THAT WERE SO STIFF IN THIS LIFE. I KNOW THAT ALL WORRY AND FEAR THAT YOU MUST HAVE HAD AT THE LAST ARE GONE AND THAT YOU ARE FILLED WTH HAPPINESS AND PEACE. I ALSO KNOW YOU HAVE FORGIVEN ME. I FOUND OUT THAT MARA KITTY WILL BE COMING TO JOIN YOU VERY SOON. YOU AND MICK TAKE CARE OF HER AND EACH OTHER UNTIL I COME TO BE WITH YOU.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OFMY HEART,
VICKI |