Empurrer Gretsky by Tammy Hicks / Mommy

Gretsky… my baby I never imagined you would be with me less than 3 short years. Last month when you looked pale I never imagined it would come to this so fast. You we’re the love of my life, and I miss you so much. Babies aren’t supposed to go away when they’ve just begun to live.

You were pefect. You came to me when I was so sick that nobody thought I would make it, then you came into my life. The doctors let you in my hospital room, I remember how scared you were the first time you came, how wide your eyes were when daddy brought you in my room. But when I held you, you relaxed and purred for me. You were a large part of me getting through 2001.

I never imagined feeling such hurt and sadness. Thank you baby for all you did for me, know that I will love you forever and ever, and I will see you again one day and then I will smile again the way that only you could make me smile. I love you my precious angel, the love of my life.