Gar {Billy} by Brian / Dad

My sweet baby boy. It was a year ago today that we had to say good-bye. I miss you so much more with each passing day. I am so angry that you were taken away, I thought we had a long time left together, but I was wrong. I thought I was getting you the help you needed, again, I was wrong.

You always found it in your heart to forgive me, I wish I could forgive myself now. The only thing that keeps me going is hoping that we will be together again. I want so badly to hold you again and never let go! I wish that I had the wisdom to know how much I really do love you before it was too late.

One thing I never doubted is your love for me. You are truly a special love. I miss you and I love you so much.


All my Love,
Gar {Billy}
29, June 2002