It has been a few years now sence you have passed away and I am still waiting for you. I went back after these years and read the poems and tributes i did for you and i started to sob. I very much still miss you. We have new pets now and snowy, midnight, libby, chubby, speedy, and marry are still with us. I will be thirteen pretty soon and I feel bad for not thinking about you as much since I was 10. I still believe your death was my falt. I let you outside and you ran away but we got you back. then you got cancer and I had to let you go. I still wonder if I had not let you outside that day like we always did maybe just maybe you would not have gotten cancer and you would still be with us to this day. I blame myself and I am almost positive I always will
blame myself for your death.
Please forgive me Garret. I am so sorry. I wish I could change the past but I can’t. I am very sorry. Please forgive me. I am still waiting for you, I am still waiting to hug you, I am still waiting to kiss you, I still love you, I still want you, and I will always wait for you and I will always be here for you. I love you very much. Please forgive me. You will be in my heart forever. I love you!
Please forgive me and know I will always love you!
| Garret |
| 2004 |
| Samantha |