Gaston by Julie Lewis / Mommy

Thank you for finding me that rainy night, Gaston. Thank you for loving me and teaching me and always being there for me. Thank you for the cuddles.
I always loved you so much. From the very beginning I was so afraid of losing you. Now the inevitable has happened and I am so lost.
I am so sorry you were afraid at the vets office and that I had to make you go there, but you must have known I had no choice, no other way to end your pain. Oh my baby, why, at the end, did you have to suffer and be afraid? I am so sorry. You are safe now, you never have to be afraid again.
I love you so much. I will always love you more than I can say. I will carry on, but always with you in my heart, and with the vision of you waiting for me, because we will be together again my baby.