I am so lost and heartbroken. We had to let our Rusty go last night. My house is empty and I still see him everywhere. I don't know what to do. I feel so alone. I miss him and knowing I can't ever hold him again is killing me. I am hurting so much I can't breathe anymore. I know we did the right thing, but I can't barely function. I am broken and don't feel as if I'll ever be whole again. I love you, Rusty, and miss you so much. I hope you're well and safe in Heaven and I get to see you again someday.