Happy First Birthday In Heaven My Baby Boy Apache James! Mama Misses You Oh So Much! I wanted to send you a birthday wish to let you know not a day has gone by that you are not on my mind and in my heart. I tell everyone about you and continue to this day to yell 7-11 Apache’s Birthday every time I pass a 7Eleven. Your birthday is on Sunday and I wanted to write to you on here cause this has been the only thing that has helped me…
I wanted to go down to Wickford docks and let a birthday balloon go for you on Sunday but I’m not going to be in town… I’m going to a concert with the cousins so if you don’t mind it being earlier… maybe I’ll go tomorrow in the early morning and do it, there’s an art show in town so it’s been very packed around the docks lately… or maybe I’ll come home late Sunday and go down and let it go for you… either way you’ll get it with mama’s note.
I sent you balloons for each month and I’m not about to miss your birthday baby! and then on the 15th.. it’s the 1 year anniversary of your passing so I’m def. going to send you some more balloons… man your the luckiest pooch up there. Keep watching over me baby… I need you now more than ever! Kody’s starting to learn how to help Mama when she’s down but he’ll never replace you and
never be as good as you…
I just want you back… with every bone in my body I just want to hold my boy again. I finally after a year got the strength together to write a thank you note to the vet that rid you of your pain on July 15, 2003. She had sent me a lovely card, personalized about you, sending her condolences after you passed and I never could get the strength to write her, I figured your birthday was special enough so I sat down and wrote her and even sent her that picture I have of u and Mama, you know the one I love and one of the few me and you have together.
Well I hope you know I’ll be thinking of you as always but even more on your special day… 7-11!!!! and again at 7:20 PM on July 15th… take care my boy…. and Happy Birthday From A Mom Who Loves And Misses You So Much!