LIL BIT my sweet lil fur angel…I took care of you and loved you for 13 yrs..my sweet lil girl you was ill and was put on meds to make our previous life a lil longer here on earth..I’m sorry I wasn’t there for your last breath her on earth..I pray you didn’t suffer ..I will always regret not taking you with me that morning I left..but you was better off with your dad in your own home you knew and loved for 13 yrs..my heart was so full of pain being separated from you for 7 months..I yearned to see your sweet loving lil face again, but I was too late and when I was told on my way see you that you had pasted away ..my heart was torn I was before and then broken..and I prayed you didn’t grieve and miss me to bad..even though deep inside my heart it was breaking more and more as each day past..I had leave you ..I didn’t want to but it was best..I knew your dad loved you and would take care of you..not way I always did, but he would as he loved you so..you was my lil baby girl for 13 yrs and gave me so much joy and happiness..I always made sure you had the very best of everything, after all you gave me the very best of your love and devotion..
I had tears flowing down my face that early morning I woke to spend time with you and hold you so close to me..before I left and knew I had leave you ..my heart was broken and still is ..I can’t seem to forgive myself for not being able see you again before you passed..I know you’re in better place my baby girl..no more meds, no more pain..and I know you knew mommie loved you and will always love you in my heart for ever..rest in peace my lil girl..
I’ll see you and Missy and Calhan and rest the babies again one day..so wait for me with the others my angel..my only regret was having to leave you behind ..but I had no choice as you were sick with congestive heart failure and I couldn’t take you from the only home you had always knew and your daddy ..as he loved you too..I just wished I would be there at he end for you my baby girl..please forgive mommie for not being there at the end..holding you and giving you comfort..you was always in my heart every moment..I think if I had to do it all over ..I’d take you with me ..but I didn’t want you to die, I wanted you to live longer…my heart is so broken ..all I can see and have been seeing is your sweet lil face looking up at me the way you did so loving..I’ll forever hold that image in my heart and memory for ever.REST IN PEACE MY LIL CHI ..I LOVED YOU AND REMAIN LOVING YOU TILL DAY I DIE..XOXOXOXOX MOMMIES LIL BIT HOPE