Lucky by Lori

My sweet little angel Mommy misses you so much. Its been a year and 3 months since I had to make the hardest decision of my life you were so weak and so sick your liver was shutting down and I could not bare to see you suffer. I will live with the guilt forever knowing that I ended your life. You were such a loyal friend to me always there to cheer me up when I was down. You depended on me as much as I did you and when I told you that I would make you better but failed to do that It breaks my heart I would have given my life for you hunny I hope you know that.

When I held you while the vet gave you the injection you looked at me as to say I hope this makes me better mommy. Please forgive me baby I never wanted it this way Im lost without you. When you left me you took my heart with you. Till we meet again my days will be filled with tears and saddness. Mommy loves you LUCKY GIRL. I hope youll be there waiting for me just like you always did when you were here. I love and miss you so much. Mommy sleeps with your toys Im taking care of them for you. You be a good girl hunny.

Love always and
forever mommy.

Lori