My dearest Moustache kitty.You came to me as a gift from mommy. At first I did not want you as I had a little girl kitten who wanted just me.Then you got sick and you were so very small 4 pounds it was. You asked me to love you and I will never forget that morning you sat on my chest and woke me up looking so deeply into my eyes asking me to want and love you and so from that moment on I gave you my heart and my love as you did to me.
You always woke me each morning and I carried you out to the kitchen to feed you. I had to go to work so when I left each morning I kissed you goodbye and when I came home the first thing I would usually see is you waiting for me in the window.You were always there for me always waiting for your daddy to come and be with you.I took you outside almost every day on your rope and some days you stayed outside for hours upon hours.We went bugging at dusk and you climed the tree. We had alot of adventures.You were always the very best friend I ever had.
I know you threw up alot and there were times I thought I would lose you. Then we found homeopathy and we got you to such a good place.I combed you and loved you and you loved me so deeply unlike anything I have evr known. You my Moustache taught me what unconditional love is.You taught me how to treat a kitty and that was treat them like you would want to be treated.You were an amazing soul in a kitty body anr presence was so strong and so huge.No matter what any of us did or said you always just loved us and always got your way when possible.
I have so many photos of you from our time together and I am so glad I took so many as now I can see and remember all our good times. Our last day together was a work day but I could not sleep so I got up earlier and you were so glad to see me. I held you close as I had been doing and we looked in the mirror as we always did.You even waited for me to come home and I let you go outside and you made your last rounds around the yard. What were you doing taking one last look and saying you good-byes? You then came in a little slow this time and asked for your dinner and just as I was to get it to you well in an instant with out any notice you wer just gone. I tried to save you but it was too late by the time you got to the ER you were gone.
I now look back and we all knew you were going away on some level.Your passing from the physical was the worst experience for me ever.Its been about five months now and I still can’t believe your gone.Our home has not been the same with out you and it never will be.Thank You Moustache for all the love you gave to me. Thank You for all the lap time.Oh how I miss you in my lap.There are no words to tell you how much I miss you.My heart has been torn in half.
There is not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. I miss you more than words can say. I feel you went too soon at almost 10 years.I wish I knew why you had to go so soon but you are free now and no more upset tummy and constant vomiting.You were the greatest being I have ever met or have ever known and you taught me so much about what love really is.I will love you Moustache forever and I promise to never forget you just like I promised you in this time and space we had together. I know I will return to you one day soon and I am always going to be looking forward to that time when you greet me at the gate when my physical life here is over.
Let the world know that I have never ever met any being so wonderful and so loving as you Moustache.Only a few ever met you but only one knew you and that was me. May you be eternally blessed and may the unconditional love you showed to me be returned to you infinetly.You will always be the love of my life.