Neon by Sarah Howard / Mommy and your brothers and aunties

Hi Neon, it’s me mommy I miss you so much baby I am crying right now. It was your birthday just 8 days ago. You lived a long and healthy life but it was just to short for me. I love you and I always will. I have loved for every day since the day I first met you. I hope you don’t mind but I am thinking about getting a new fish. Now that you have helped me learn how sweet and loving fishes can be I just can’t live without one now. You will always be my favorite you don’t have to worry about that.

You are the first fish I have ever had that I have cried for and missed this much and you might be the last because I don’t think I can ever get attached to a fish like I was to you ever again. It just hurts to bad. Don’t get me wrong baby I am glad I got attached to you but it just hurt to much to let you go.

I couldn’t even flush you purple and blue spiritless glistening body I had to have grandpa do it for me. You died of old age so at least you didn’t have to suffer. I was planning on buying you a present this Christmas but I guess I will just give another fish or other fishes the present of getting a new home. Don’t think just because I am getting new fish that I will forget all about you because that will never happen.

I will never ever forget you baby. Neither will Iggy even though you weren’t his favorite when I was crying on my bed and holding him he liked off one of my tears and looked at your tank like he knew what was going on so I think he might just miss you. And Susie (your auntie the dog) was looking for you in your tank.

We had you before Smokey died so I hope you and him have a wonderful happy reunion. I will see you in my dreams every night and tell Smokey, Boots, and my thousands of other fish I said hi and I miss them. I will always remember you, Smokey, and Boots the most though.

I just wanted to let you know that mommy will never forget her best baby fishey. Auntie Jessica and auntie Susie will never forget you and neither will your 2 brothers Simba(rabbit) and Iggy(lizard). Love you baby fishey.

P.S. I will make sure my new fish knows all about you and maybe it(or they) will take after you and blow me kisses. But their kisses will never equal to your baby. I LOVE YOU AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU NEON HOWARD. 1,000,000,000,000 KISSES AND HUGS TO YOU, SMOKEY, AND BOOTS EACH.


We all love you sweetheart. Kiss+Hug.
Sarah Howard