NIKITA by DEBRA BRASWELL / NIKITA, I LOVE YOU MOMMA

THIS IS IN MEMORY OF MY BELOVED NIKITA. I HAD ALWAYS WANTED A HUSKEY AND YOUR MOTHER GAVE ME 6-BOYS AND YOU, AND WE KNEW RIGHT FROM THE START WE WANTED TO KEEP YOU. YOU WERE A BEAUTIFUL DOG WITH YOUR BLUE EYES, AND THE MEMORIES WE HAVE OF YOU TOUCH OUR HEART STILL,, I CAN JUST SEE YOU KNOW LOOKING OUT OUR PATIO DOOR AND YOU WOULD THROW THAT HEAD BACK,, LIKE COME ON, AND YOU WOULD ALWAYS GIVE YOUR DADDY FIVE WITH YOUR PAW,,AND I WOULD LOVE TO GO OUT AND JUST HUG YOU TIGHT, I GOT SOO MUCH OUT OF EACH HUG MY HEART JUST SOARED. LITTLE DID WE KNOW THAT THE SAME DECK STEPS THAT YOU HAD RUN UP AND DOWN THOUSANDS OF TIMES WOULD END UP TAKING YOUR LIFE, DADDY WAS COMING BACK INSIDE AND HAD JUST TURNED AROUND AND SEEN YOU FALLING BACKWARDS, AND HE SAID THE SOUND THAT CAME FROM YOU WHEN YOU HIT THE GROUND, HE WILL NEVER FORGET.

I WATCHED YOUR DADDY HOLD YOU AND TRYED TO BREATH LIFE INTO YOU FOR A HOUR, BUT THE FALL BROKE YOUR NECK AND THE ONLY COMFORT WE HAVE IN THAT IS KNOWING YOU DIDN’T SUFFER. MINNIE MY GERMAN SHEPHERD WAS UP THERE WITH YOU BUT I GUESS SHE BUMPED YOU OR SOMETHING, TO CAUSE YOU TO FALL I WANTED TO BLAME HER BUT SHE DIDN’T MEAN TO,, SO MY LITTLE BEAUTIFUL BLUE EYE GIRL,, ALL WE CAN SAY IS OUR HEARTS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME,, I BLEW A PICTURE UP OF ME AND YOU, AND EVEN THOUGH IT’S BEEN TWO YEARS I STILL CRY AND WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR BLUE EYES, AND WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE,, WHAT CAN WE DO OR SAY BUT KEEP GOING FORWARD, AND I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT ONE DAY WE WILL SEE YOU AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL MOMMA AGAIN,,WHEN I USED TO GO OUT AND HUG YOU AND SAY THE WORDS,, MOMMA DON’T KNOW WHAT I’D DO WITHOUT YOU,, LITTLE DID I KNOW I WOULD BE CURSED BY MY OWN WORDS. WE LOVE YOU OUR SWEET KEET KEET, YOU ARE OFTEN ON OUR MINDS AND ALWAYS IN OUR HEARTS..YOUR DADDY WOLF IS STILL WITH US, AND I KNOW HE MISSES YOU SO,, HE IS GOING ON 14-YEARS AND I THANK GOD HE IS STILL WITH US..WE LOVE YOU OUR KEET KEET ALWAYS AND FOREVER,, WE WILL SEE YOU AT THE RAINBOW BRIDGE,,LOVE YOUR MOMMA, AND DADDY,, AND WOLF,,AND MINNIE