Rocky by Tamara K. / Your mommy

This is tribute to my sweet, adorable, and lovable “fur-child”, Rocky. Sweetie I cannot believe it’s been a year since you left me and went to heaven with Jesus. The pain is just as bad as the day you left me.
My heart will never completely heal.

You were my companion, best friend, joy, confidant, strength, and angel. I miss singing to you saying, “whose momma’s little angel pie? Whose the love of mammas life?” You were my first fur-child, I never knew in my heart that I’d love you as much as I did. There aren’t any words to truly express how much you meant to me and how much I love you.

However, I will always cherish your cute and silly little acts. Everyone who met you, said you had a “human personality”. You always wanted things your way and were very demanding. You loved going for “bye-bye” rides. You loved everyone you met, jumping on them and demanding attention for ALL! You were always so happy, full of life, up until the end you had puppy energy.

Thats is why I’m finding it hard to deal with your sudden passing. You were running in the park the day before and died suddenly the day after. How do I get over this?? You made the decision for me sweetie, you knew I would never be able to handle your passing away in front of me.

But, on the other hand,I wanted to hold you close and be there for you taking your last breath.I am so sorry I was not there at the Vets office. The Vet said, you’d be OK, and I could pick you up in the morning. That never happened I got a call at 5:35 a.m. from the Vet with the terrible news! I could not believe what I was hearing, I lost it at that point (screaming and crying). I am so so sorry mamma was not there beside you Angel. I never imagined this would happen. Please forgive me sweetie!
You will never know how much you meant to me and how much I loved you! I love and miss you so much! I feel you around in spirit and I know the lord is taking care of you. Remember how much I love you ans miss you. I look forward to seeing you when my time comes in the kingdom of heaven with God.


With deepest love,
9, Oct 2006
Tamara K.