Feb. 14 1995 —- Oct. 14 1999
Burmese Cat
I’ll never forget that day Daddy brought you home.
You looked like a little white rat. The minute I held you you climbed on
my shoulder and nibbled my ear. You were my little “RaRa”.
I’ll never forget the day I brought you to the vet and left you over night.
I had a feeling of dread all night. Sure enough the phone call came
the next morning. They said you tested high for toxins and your kidneys
were almost not functioning. How could this happen?
It came on so fast! The vet wasn’t optimistic. I talked to Daddy and
he said to let you go. I could. I held you in my arms and cried so much I got sick.
Daddy came home and took you away. That was the worst day of my life.
On Oct.14,1999 at 12:21 p.m. almost a year ago you left me.
I miss you nibbling my ear 3:00 in the morning and even miss waking up
with a stiff back because you slept on it all night.
I can’t seem to forgive myself for not being a better mommy and saving you.
Please forgive me! I love you so much and still the pain in my heart
hurts so much. Danielle now calls your brother Murray “RaRa”.
He doesn’t seem to mind. She doesn’t know she’s only two.
Murray is with me here now and says that he will take care of me now,
but I still want you here with me.
Please don’t forget me and wait for me when my time comes
because I will be looking for you.
I LOVE YOU my little
rude dude.
Mommy
| Rudee |