It has been 3 days since Saibo left us. Our hearts has filled with tears and sadness. Seven months ago, she was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. 5 months after the operation to remove one side of the pancreas, she was diagnosed relapsed. It was then my selfish and greedy decision to have her undergo chemo treatment that makes her suffer and took her away. To some people, she may not have the cute face and fluffy looks (she lost her hair due to skin allergy and thyroid disorder) but she was smart, sweet, very sweet (agreed by nurses and doctors) and most of all, our trusted companion whose was always by our sides.
If I can hold her and talk to her just one more time, I want you, Saibo to know, I am so sorry with my decision and please forgive me. It was not easy to watch you suffered in the hospital and our hearts were torn. Thank you so much for your unconditional love and being part of our life. We love you and always will; you will be missed “so much” and will never been forgotten and replaced by anyone. You are the one and only, our Saibo… my Saibo.
With lots of loves XXXXOOOOXXXXOOOOXXXXXOOOO
Mommy, Daddy and Taibo
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