When my precious angel Sassy left me, I was totally devastated and I am not much better three months later. In middle October, I was sitting outside on the patio late in the evening looking for the brightest star above me, I was crying and talking to Sassy. Knowing how much Sassy loved me and me her and how she always wanted to be close to me day and night, I just could not believe that she was happy away from me.
Sassy was my best friend, my protector, my soul mate, my baby, and I really wondered if she was all right and if she could hear me. I said to her: Sassy, if you are okay and are happy give me a sign, please, mommy loves you so and I am so worried about you.
My portable phone rang, and it was my oldest son, Mark, a physician and computer expert.(He loved Sassy so much and how she loved him, he gave himself the name Willie B, a name he acquired when in medical school?, and she would so excited when I said Willie B is here) I had asked him to make me a 5×7 picture off the internet of the only picture we had of Sassy in her bed and he said he would.
He was crying so hard he could hardly talk and I heard Esther(his wife) in the back ground going “oh, my God over and over”. I asked him to tell me what was wrong. This is what he told me: He had just bought an expensive new computer and was in the process of going to do the picture, Sassy’s picture was on the screen, when the computer crashed, the screen turned black and in seconds came back on with the same picture on it, only this time Sassy was smiling. I didn’t believe him and told him to bring it to me. They did and yes, she was smiling. My husband and I called over our other children and everyone was crying and could not believe it, but it was true.
My precious angel had sent me a sign! Thank you, my darling baby. I have both pictures, the one we took before she left me and the one where she is smiling.
My darling angel, a part of me went with you and I am lost without you. To me this is a miracle and a sign that you are okay. I will always miss you so terribly and love you forever. We had an indescribable bond. You are now my angel living with God and the angels and all mommy’s babies that went to the rainbow bridge long before you. Play and be happy and someday we will be together again. But, oh, how I wish you were still here with me, daddy, Sissy and Spunky and all our family. Our family is now incomplete and there is a part missing: you.
I will love and miss you forever and ever, my darling baby.
| Sassy Munoz |
| Elaine and John Munoz |