Simyn, my heart is broken and the ache threatens to split me in two. I am lost without you, Simyn, dearest heart. How can two souls so intertwined be separated? This cannot be my life without you by my side. The only relief I can find is by listening to these two:
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“To Where You Are” by Josh Groban
Who can say for certain; Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me; Your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness; I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration;
Can it be; That you are mine; Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are; Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight; To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far; To where you are
Are you gently sleeping; Here inside my dream
And isn’t faith believing; All power can’t be seen.
As my heart holds you; Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
‘Cause you are mine; Forever love
Watching me from up above.
And I believe; That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave
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“I carry your heart with me” by e.e. cummings
I carry your heart with me (I carry it in
my heart) I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear
No fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
And it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows.
Higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
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Visit me often my darling. And come back to me as soon as you can. I will always love you and never forget. You have changed me forever. Be with me always.
Always yours,
Simyn |
4, May 2007 |
Anna |