Tammy by Paul Haggie / Your Paul xx

I have lost the light of my life. No matter what the weather was like, no matter what mood I was in, day after day, night after night you were there for me.

You were the best birthday present I will ever have. To lose you on Valentines day was especially heartbreaking as I’ll always be tinged with sadness on the day for love. You brought me so much joy and happiness and now I feel completely lost.

I hope you understand that the decision to let you sleep at the vets was the hardest and most horrible decision I’ve ever had to make. I just couldn’t let the horrible cancer grow in you any further. You were so brave to put up with it for so long like you did, with a smile on your face and a spring in your step. The cancer would have started to take you away from me very soon. I am naming a star after you beautiful, the Orion constellation which always overlooks my house.

Thank you for an amazing 15 years together, you will always be alive in my heart. Tammy, I love you so much and life just isn’t the same without you.

Sleep well my darling, I promise we will be together again up there. Keep my bed warm for me like you always did.

 

Love you, Tam Bam.
Tammy
14, Feb 2008
Paul Haggie