I wish you good happiness and life up in heaven. June 28th has got to the worst day of my life. Through the last night you slept at our house, I kept you in my room for the night, and you’d always come cuddling up to me.
I loved you for that Taz. Everytime I’d be sad or crying, you were always there for me to wipe away the sadness and tears. I loved the way you’d look up at me when i was giving you food. I loved the way your meow changed throughout the years. I loved your little face while you were sleeping. But I also noticed something else.
You were getting sicker and older as the years went by. When grandma said it was time for you to go, I didn’t want it to happen. This was the first time it ever happened to me; saying goodbye for the first time.
That morning my mom said she had to take you and she asked if I wanted to go. Of course I did. you were all scared and meowing in the kennel wanting out. We were at the vet clinic when it was time to say goodbye. I hated that moment. I knew I was never gonna see you for a long time until it was my turn. I couldn’t stop crying then we had to go. If only I was there to hold you as you left peacefully. If only we could afford a proper burial or urn for your ashes.
I miss you so much no words can express how much I miss you. You were my little hero Taz. You were there with me through good and tough times in my life. It’s going to a long and painful process to actually let go and move on but I’ll promise you one thing Taz. I’ll NEVER EVER forget you and I’ll NEVER EVER stop loving you. I wish you were still here with me I can’t stop thinking about you.
If only I could hold you in my arms again and see your little angelic face. I can’t wait to meet you at rainbow bridge so we can cross the bridge together and be happy again. Please god take care of my kitty, my little hero.
Remember your mom will ALWAYS love you now and forever. Goodbye my sweet sweet angel kat.