My darling beautiful angel,
It has been 3 months and 1 day since your tired little body left us, yet it is harder with each passing day. Your spirit and soul are still with us, as we feel you each and everyday, yet we are selfish and want to be able to touch you and snuggle with you. The hardest day was Christmas Day, for you always so loved opening your gifts, ripping into them like a little child, and sticking your cute little nose down into your stocking to retrieve your treats Santa left you. I missed hearing you run across the kitchen floor to make it to the oven before me to check the ham. Always jumping up and down as saying “Is it done yet mommy?”. And the day after Christmas , it snowed so beautifully, I sat and wondered if it was a special present from you.
You so loved the snow. We would go out in the snow to play and the only way we knew where your sweet little self was, is by your nose.;)I missed lying by the window with you watching the flakes fall and you running like “come on mommy, time to play” so anxious to go out in it.
Still at night when I lay to sleep and close my eyes, your image appears as if you are kissing me goodnight as you always have. And still to this day, each time I am sad and shed a tear, a sweet peaceful feeling rushes over me, as if you have kissed away all the sadness and tears for mommy.
You will always be with us so close, in spirit and in our hearts. We left a special cookie out for Santa’s pup as always. I know my little love you are still with us, if only we could hold you close in our arms. We also know that you would not trade where you are now to return to your tired, ill little body, so we shall remain patient until we go home to be with you in heaven and you run and jump into our arms and hug and kiss us again.
Until then our sweet angel in heaven, you remain in our thoughts and in our hearts forever. Mommy will always love you with all her heart.
“Our Beautimus Little, Precious Angel