“FOREVER LOVE”
SO YOUNG WAS I WHEN YOU CAME TO ME, AND FROM THE START I KNEW IT WAS MEANT TO BE. YOUR GOLDEN EYES WERE MY SALVATION. YOUR WHISMICAL SMILE WAS MY ETERNITY. THE WAY YOU’D SLIDE ACOSS THE KITCHEN FLOOR. THE WAY YOU’D BEG FOR YOUR FAVORITE TREAT, BECAUSE YOU KNEW I’D ALWAYS GIVE IN AND WHEN YOU MISBEHAVED, I COULD NEVER SCOLD YOU. ALL I HAD TO DO WAS LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND FALL IN LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN. GROWING UP TOGETHER, LEARNING FROM EACH OTHER AND WHEN THERE WAS NO ONE ELSE THERE TO CONSOLE US. WHEN THE WORLD HAD GONE INSANE, YOU AND I TOGETHER COULD PUT THEM ALL TO SHAME.
YOUR GORGEOUS, LUSTROUS COAT, BRIGHT BIG EYES (FULL OF HOPE)-YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING. YOU WERE THERE AT THE END OF THE DAY, WAITING TO GREET ME. YOU’D PUT YOUR PAWS ON THE TABLE AND BEG FOR MY DINNER. YOU’D JUMP ON THE COUCH NEXT TO ME. YOU’D SLEEP WITH ME ON MY BED THROUGH THE NIGHT. YOU WERE THE ONE THAT ALWAYS MADE THE GHOSTS GO AWAY. YOU WERE THE ULTIMATE BEAUTY.
I LOVED YOU A THOUSAND TIMES OVER. WE’D GO SWIMMING IN THE POOL, GO MOUNTAIN CLIMBING (HOW YOU’D PUT YOUR ALL INTO IT AND CLIMB THOSE BIG ROCKS). WE’D GO RUNNING AND WALKING TOGETHER AND YOU’D ALWAYS GET SCARED OF THE NEIGHBOR’S CAT. I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT YOU’RE UP IN HEAVEN WITH “BEAR”. IN LIFE YOU TWO WERE INSEPARABLE, LIKE HUSBAND AND WIFE.
THE WEEK YOU WERE SICK I COULDN’T EAT OR SLEEP, AND THERE I SAW YOU FALLING AWAY BEFORE MY EYES. YOU STOPPED EATING. YOU LOOKED PALE. YOU STOPPED WALKING. EVERYDAY I’D LOOK IN YOUR EYES AND SEE YOUR SUFFERING, AND THAT FATEFUL DAY WHEN I KNEW YOU’D LEAVE ME AND I TOOK YOU TO THE VET AND HE SAID YOU WERE DYING FROM LIVER FAILURE, AND I WAS IN TOTAL SHOCK. HOW COULD I NOT SEE THIS COMING?
HE SAID YOU ONLY HAD HOURS LEFT TO LIVE AND HE SAID TO HAVE YOU PUT TO SLEEP THERE AND THEN. BUT, I COULDN’T DO IT! I COULDN’T BEAR IT! SO, I TOOK YOU HOME SO YOU COULD DIE WITH ME BY YOUR SIDE, IN A DECENT WAY.. YOU DID NOT DIE THAT NIGHT OR THAT NEXT DAY…OR THE DAY AFTER…YOU STAYED WITH ME 5 MORE DAYS AFTER THE VET SAID YOU’D ONLY LAST HOURS…BUT, I SAW HOW YOU WERE SUFFERING AND I WAS SUFFERING TO, SO I BUNDLED YOU UP AND TOOK YOU BACK TO THE VET WHERE I SAID THE MOST DREADFUL WORDS, “PLEASE, TAKE HER OUT OF HER MISERY!” SO, INTO THE BACK ROOM WE WENT AND YOU LOOKED INTO MY EYES AND I KNEW THAT YOU KNEW THAT HE WAS GOING TO KILL YOU.. BUT, IT WAS LIKE YOU
WERE SAYING,”I UNDERSTAND, THANK-YOU FOR BEING SO UNSELFISH!”
WHEN THE DR. INJECTED YOU WITH THE PINK FLUID, I LOOKED INTO YOUR EYES AND WATCHED AS THE LIQUID POURED INTO YOUR VEINS. YOU LOOKED AT ME WITH UTTER ADORATION AND YOU BARKED! YOU ACTUALLY BARKED, “AS IF TO SAY I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE!” AND THEN THE FINAL MOMENT SECONDS LATER, WITH YOUR FINAL BREATH BEFORE THE LIQUID HIT YOUR HEART, YOU MANAGED TO SIT UP AND LICK MY FACE AND BEFORE YOU CLOSED YOUR EYES, I SAID, “I LET YOU GO TO BE WITH GOD. I LOVE YOU FORVER MY BABY, MY CHILD, MY FRIEND. GOD IS WAITING FOR YOU..!” —–I LOVE YOU, HONEY. I MISS YOU. ALWAYS AND FORVER IN MY HEART ETERNALLY BABYFACE..
SAY HI TO BEAR FOR ME AND MUFFIN!
LOVE YOU BABY FACE….KISSES AND SHU SHU’S!!
“AYLA SAYS HI”, SHE NEVER KNEW YOU BUT SHE LOVES YOU, AND I CAN TELL THAT AFTER YOU DIED AND I GOT AYLA YOUR SOUL WENT INTO HER FOR SHE IS PART OF YOU AND YOU ARE PART OF HER!!!’HAVE FUN PLAYING WITH YOUR “BEE’S” IN HEAVEN, BYE BABY FACE..”
MOMMY LOVES YOU!!!!
KISS KISS KISS-HUGS~!
LOTS OF HUGS MY DARLING CHILD!
| Honey |
| 12, Nov 1997 |
| GIGI |