My Dearest Gus,
You were my best friend through it all. The pain of watching your life slip away is one of the most painful and beautiful experiences I have ever been through. With all the love that I could give him I let him go to a place that offers no more pain and a magnificent place to run and play.
You always stayed with me and I stayed with you until the end. You always took my breath away with your beauty and bronze. I told everything and you always made it better for me. I miss the way your meow sounded like maaamm. I know that you loved me and you made my life complete. I feel like a part of me is missing and I long to hear you meow and purr.
I miss you laying on me when I am upset,
just to make it better.
I miss you so deeply – I miss talking to you and you looking at me like you understood. You will always be Mommy’s baby boy. You made a profound difference in my life and I thank you for letting me be your mom.