BANDIT,
MOMMY AND DADDY MISS YOU SO MUCH. WE CAN’T BELIEVE YOU ARE REALLY GONE FROM US. WE HURT SO BADLY, BUT WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN NO PAIN, ANYMORE. THAT IS WHY WE MADE THE DECISION TO PUT YOU TO SLEEP, IT WOULDN’T BE FAIR TO YOU IF WE DIDN’T. MOMMY WAS THERE WITH YOU. I PETTED YOUR LITTLE HEAD AND RUBBED YOUR NECK JUST HOW YOU LIKED IT, AND TOLD YOU THAT I LOVED YOU, AND THAT YOU WERE MAMA’S BABY, AND GAVE YOU LOTS OF KISSES. THE VET SAID IT WAS BEST TO KEEP YOU UNDER ANESTHESIA. I STAYED BY YOUR SIDE EVEN WHEN YOU TOOK YOUR LAST BREATH, THEN I SAID MY FINAL GOOD-BYE TO YOU. IT BROKE MY HEART. THAT WAS THE HARDEST THING IN MY LIFE I EVER HAD TO DO,
AND SOMETHING THAT I WILL NEVER GET OVER.
I CRY FOR YOU TO COME BACK TO ME. ALL I WANT IS MY BABY BACK.THE HOUSE ISN’T THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. YOUR LITTLE BROTHER MERLE MISSES YOU SO MUCH, HE’S LOST WITHOUT YOU. HE DOESN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HIMSELF. THE CAT WAYLON LOOKS AROUND THE HOUSE FOR YOU. MOMMY AND DADDY TALK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME REMEMBERING ALL THE FUNNY THINGS YOU WOULD DO. YOU ALWAYS KEPT US AMUSED.
YOU LEFT US ALL WAY TOO SOON. IT’S NOT FAIR YOU YOU OR TO US, YOU WERE ONLY ONE WEEK FROM YOUR FIRST BIRTHDAY. IT IT HURTS SO MUCH TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING, KNOWING YOUR GONE. I CAN’T GET OVER THE FACT THAT THAT I WILL NEVER GET TO TOUCH YOUR LITTLE HEAD, GIVE YOU KISSES OR EVEN HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS EVER AGAIN. PART OF ME DIED WITH YOU. I WILL NEVER BE WHOLE AGAIN.
THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A BIG VOID IN MY LIFE THAT WILL NEVER BE REPLACED. NOTHING WILL EVER REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. YOU WILL BE IN OUR HEART, MIND AND SOUL FOREVER.
WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH,
| Bandit |
| Amy & Bob Egan |