Brandy by Janet / Ma

I am writing about my dog brandy.
We had to have her put to sleep 2 days ago.
We had her for 13 years and I miss her so much.
Everybody always told me that I treat her better than a lot of people are treat, maybe thats so. But she gave so much love in return. She got sick on a Monday and we waited till the next day to take her to the vets. Now I question myself and wonder if I had taken her a day sooner, could she have been saved.

She was really sick with pneumonia and an infection and had a 105 degree temperature. We thought we were going to lose her then, but she got better and on the Saturday we brought her home. She started getting sick again the next day, and on the Monday we took her back to the vets. He said she had a heart arithmia, her heart was beating twice as fast as it should have been. She could barely breath and could hardly even lift her head up. So we made the awful descision to have her put to sleep.

We stayed with her till she took her last breath, and now she’s gone I find it so hard to want to do anything. How do you go on without them when they’ve been such a big part of your life. Your around them 24 hours a day, and suddenly there gone. I feel like I’m having a bad dream and I just want to wake up from it.
I miss her so much and always will.
Till we meet again Brandy,
I will love you forever.


with all my love