Shar lee it’s been six weeks today you left. I’m still devastated and don’t understand. You have been ill for almost a year, ups and downs. We tried many cures. Suddenly the more tablets you got, the more problems you had. On Jan 3rd, I saw you were in such a pain. I brought you to the vet, to give you more tablets and make you feel good, but there was not much to be done. I saw your look. I saw in your eyes you were asking for relief, my decision was made.
The vet put you to sleep. I chose to hold you and saw how peacefully you went. But I just feel so guilty now just in case something more could have been done and I miss you so much shar lee; I live alone now and feel so unhappy without you; Shar lee forgive me.
Your mum who will always love you,
| ANNE MARIE |