Tobita,
It has been 20 days since I had to let my cat baby go to the great beyond. I think of you every day and pray that you will watch over me and your cat brother and sister. There are times that I dream of you, hear your meow, and see you. It is difficult to be in my bedroom because you spent so much time in there (sleeping next to my head each night and letting me hold your precious paw) because that is where you got very sick and I had to take you to the ER and knew that you weren’t coming home.
Molly and Freedom look for you and miss you and I hope that they can forgive me for taking you away. It is hard because I know that someday they will see you but I can only hope that it is not soon. Your final bed is almost ready – I have placed pictures, toys, catnip and a special note from me. I am having a hard time putting into words for you how much you meant to me. I cry very hard when I even think about it but I hope that you know that while your final bed will be sealed my heart will not be. I am looking forward to you coming home to the three of us.
Some people don’t understand the loss of a pet but we chose each other and you were the best and loving cat for 16 years. I know that you are playing with my other pet friends who are now with God. Please welcome Buck (your dog cousin) as he will be joining you soon because he too is sick. Please pray for Molly and Freedom that they are healthy. We are all helping each other so much and I know that makes you happy. Plus I know that you are now playing with Cochese your other brother and I know that you two are playing and remembering all the fun times. Thank you from the bottom of my heart
for choosing me to be your cat mom.
I miss you more and more each day but am trying to focus on the happy times and the joy that we had. I will see you again and kiss your baby paws and rub your little ears. I love you baby
and you will never leave my heart.
Your loving mom and sister and brother,
| Diane |