My sweet Baby Boy,
It’s been seven months today, since I had to let you go.I will never forget when I first layed eyes on you. You were the first born out of the four kittens, such a beautiful strong kitten. I fell in love with you the first moment I saw you, you looked just like your mom
but had a gray patch on your nose.
You, your brothers and your little sister were such adorable loving kittens and when people came to look at you guys, they all wanted to take you first. But I could not let you go, so I kept all of you.
I don’t know why, but you and I had a special bond over all these years. You were so attached to me, if I was not around you were nowhere to be found even though you were in the house. As soon as I would come home, you would cling to me, you wanted to be held and you would always lay your head on my shoulder with a paw close to my face or both arms wrapped around my neck. You would purr in my ear and softly touch my face with your soft moist nose.
You loved to play with me but would always take care not scratch me. You loved for me to take you outside and let you enjoy the grass and lie in your favorite sunny garden spot.
Oh my JJ, how I miss you, I miss everything about you. I sat by your favorite garden spot today and thought about last year. Last year, when life was still good, never even knowing that I was about to lose you.
I pray that you are not in hiding because I’m not around, I want you to play with your little brother Max and your best buddy Ruger and Onyx.
One day I’ll be with you again and until then, you will be in my heart and on my mind forever.
I love you so much Sweetums,
| Elke |