by Molly / Molly Estrada (FOR BRONX love Mama 10-02-06)

IF ONLY I HAD LISTENED
IF ONLY I HAD KNEW
I NEVER WOULD HAVE LEFT THAT DAY
TO SUFFER THE LOSS OF YOU.
YOU MUST HAVE CRIED OUT LOUDLY
THINKING I’D BE NEAR
ALTHOUGH I COULDN’T SAVE YOU
GOD TOOK AWAY YOUR FEAR.
I WISH I COULD HAVE HELPED YOU
I REPLAY IT IN MY MIND
I THINK OF YOU EACH MINUTE
UNSURE OF WHAT TO FIND.
I HOPE YOU KNOW YOUR THOUGHT OF
WITH PRAYERS SAID EACH DAY.
GOD LED YOU TO MY HEART.
AND FOREVER YOU WILL STAY
IN DREAMS I HOPE YOU’LL VISIT
THOUGH LIFE MAKES ME WAKE AGAIN.
I HOLD YOU IN MY HEART
AS MY SPECIAL LOYAL FRIEND.
IF ONLY I HAD BEEN THERE
IF ONLY I HAD KNEW
I’D SACRIFICE ALL THAT I COULD
FOR ONE MORE DAY WITH YOU!

 

Molly