Six months today and I miss you every moment. thank you, Best Friend, for the signs you send. I know that one day we will be together again, because somehow, I think we always have been. That first month was a blur. All I did was sit, cry, and visit your grave. The pain was so great, it felt that my heart was being crushed. After you left this world that day, I washed your food bowl, one last time, in a daze. One night soon after, I awoke to feel the form of a body lying close to me, holding me, I knew it was you, in a different form.

I do not know if you will return again to this earthly sphere, but I will recognize you if you do. I thank God every day for sending you to me, in the form of a little mixed beagle dog. Sometimes the pain is so fresh. I look into your yard and remember how you loved it and try to imagine you still there.

I visit this site often and say a prayer for those whose hearts are also breaking. We all know that we will see our loved one again. Well…I will continue to put one foot in front of the other, with you in my heart, and face the challenges that life keeps giving me.
You would expect nothing less.


With sooo much love,