I recently lost my best friend in the whole
world:( her name was Frenchi.
She was a 2 year old Chiweewee (chihuahua/doxen).
She was the one of the most precious things in my world:)
she was always there for me!
I have been battling panic disorder for about 1 year and 9 months.
She was one thing that could always comfort me and make me smile:)
I love her so much and I miss her as much as i have ever missed
anyone in my life!
She got hit by a car 2 weeks ago:( I am still crying over her!
Someone let her outside while I wasnt here and there is alot of guilt.
I feel that if I was here she wouldn’t have been hit.
But I don’t know if that’s true I just keep trying to make myself
believe that. She didn’t die instantly she was apparently responsive for
about 10 minutes or so then she went into shock:(
I just know she was wondering where I was!
I feel so bad that I wasn’t here when she got killed!
I mean in a way I guess its better that I wasnt because I dont know
how I would’ve dealt with seeing her like that.
We had her a little funeral at like 4am:) she was very much loved by
most of my friends:) except for those few non animal loving
ppl (freaks)!! It was sad everyone was in tears:( we decided to
bury her at the lake that was one of her favorite places:)
I just miss her so very much!! I still don’t think its totally hit me!
I still almost yell out her name!! I haven’t slept well because
she slept with me every night. It will be difficult to come to terms with
but it will get easier with time:)
All I know is that my life has been better for knowing little Frenchi:)
Marlana Ashbrook
Bridgeport Texas
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