Ginger by Amy / Mama

It’s been almost one year, yet it seems an eternity. The looks in your eyes – both of you – told me everything would work out, that everything would be alright….yet I’m still wondering just what alright is now. You two being free of pain and suffering was what was important. What I wanted – and will continue to want – was for the three of us to be together. I am so grateful I took the opportunity to thank each of you
before it was too late.

When I looked in the eyes of the both of you, I knew I was making the right decision, yet it felt so very wrong. I’m not alright without you two on either side of me.

A piece of my heart and soul left when you two left me. I don’t see how I would have gone on if I had let
my babies continue hurting.

Well, I still have memories and mementoes. Rather have some form of remembrance than to let both of you slip
out of my life entirely.

Which is why I want to commemmorate your lives on the anniversary of your passing. Think about it as my way of thanking you for everything, most important being we were together. I don’t know what I would have done if you two had not let me share the bond the both of you obviously had.

So inseparable, I still imagine you two as one entity. When the time comes we shall be reunited. Yes, it’s hard being patient, but I truly believe it will be worth it. I know we will be together again, though it will take time, but in the meantime I’ll be thinking of each of you – as you both well know. Just hope I’m thought of occasionally.

Paupers…Girlie…I miss you.


I know we'll be reunited for eternity.
22, December 2004