After loss of our baby boy Tiny Tot who were killed by a neighbor’s chow January 09′ of being missing, i was devastated and never could find my baby. Few week after, my 2 yard dogs got poisoned possible neighbor got mad at me for asking around and putting flyers up for $200 reward on Tiny tot. It was very hard and heart brokenly I am torned in pieces when it come with my almost 2 year old Tiny tot.
I missed him so very much. My female Honeybun has been pregnant since he left and during her being pregnant I just has a gut feeling i may get another one to look like Tiny too although I never would be able to replace him. Feb 20th came and Honeybun had puppies 6 puppies but 2 died that day. The 3rd puppy which born was to look like premies and came 3 more healthy fat ones. Tiniest puppy with slit on her lip looks just like her daddy Tiny. She was so tiny I was hoping she would survive. But 3 days past, I was bit worried because you seem like you were not sucking too good due to slit upper lip with hole because
you were skinny and you got weak.
My step daughter came that day and talked me into nursing the puppy with bottle of puppy milk and I did. I named her Hope because we thought you were dying that day. But each day grew being fed, you along grew stronger and moving around. It was so cute the way you open your mouth every time I pass milk in to your mouth and I kept you warm closest to my chest. By March 1st, late evening, you were opening your mouth as usual wanting to be fed and I fed you, then all of sudden something happen, your mouth looks like it were bleeding and I have no idea what caused that. I think it may have been your something hasn’t develop right do to being premies. I was even more devastated because I thought you were gonna survive. You were a fighter baby girl. And I cried for you when you passed in my hand so fast. I was bit upset when you passed because you look so much like your daddy. But I knew right in my heart I did the best I can for you, Hope. Now that you won’t feel no pain and you are with your daddy being nurture with love til it is my time. And then again will hug you and your daddy and cross to heaven to be with Jesus. I love you.